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why is it when you really need money you never seem to have it..but when your not wanting anything you have fuckin money...I love and hate you.

the following reminds me of that van halen song

right now i'm wanting alot of halloween stuff that I dont need.

right now i'm stealing an idea from the hackers and office space movie.

right now i'm wanting to move into a house that cost $950 a month and $1000 down deposit.

right now i need to pay for this months rent ...yet i'm broke.

right now my west coast choppers bicycle is on layaway at kmart.

right now i need to sleep.

right now i'm trying to provide for my unborn child. making sure that my baby's momma has food in her stomach so that the baby can eat too.

right now i'm tryin to be a father figure to a child that is not mine.

right now I'm working a shit job making $8 an hour

right now i'm thinking of ways to make $$$

right now i'm still taking care of the woman i love...even though we broke up. I get her anything she wants when I can. I try my hardest to make sure she's well taken care of.

right now i owe alot of money to people...in total it's close to $3000 and i have no way to pay it back.

right now I need minutes for our prepaid cell phones.

right now I feel sadness and depressed because I'm constintly thinking of the day the woman i love finds someone else

right now....my world is so fucked.